Lonley and heartbroken (Open Yaoi)

Justin wasnt sure why he was reacting in the way that he did to Damion swiming away, it wasnt like they were dating, hell they had just met, Justin cursed unerhis breath not understandng himself right now. Sure Damion was good looking, and they had a lot in common, but Damion had just gotten out of a realtonship and Justin had yet to find that one man, so even f they had known each other longer and even if Damion felt the same way he doubted that he did. It wouldnt be happening. Again Justin cursed himself. He felt so stupid.

He noticed Damion coming to him a bit to late and had no choice but to smile at him as he stuck out his tounge watchng him swim underneath her wondered what he was doing but then he but when he was poked and then pushed down again he grined turned around quickly and pulled Down damions leg at the same time.

Damon couldn't understand the guilt weighing down on him. Sure, he felt bad, because he was sure he hurt his only friend's feelings, but he wasn't sure why it was this extreme. He was just being stupid. He needed to get over it and make it up to Justin, try and show him that he was perfectly fine and there was nothing wrong, and hopefully make him forget about it.

Damon let out a yelp as he as dragged down as well, both of the below the surface, and he laughed again, the trail of bubbles from his mouth blurring his vision. He was sure he looked funny underwater, with his hair everywhere. He started making faces at Justin underwater, laughing most of the time. He tried to keep most of his breath in though. He tugged at a peice of Justin's floating hair teasingly, ignoring this time that they were closer than he was used to, trying to show that he was fine.

Once Damion was pulled under and made the funny faces, Justin felt foolish again, clearly it was something else who made him swim away, but all seemed fine now but Justin had to keep in mind that Damion was just a friend and if Justin came on too hard he would likely be scared off. Sure they were both gay but that didnt mean anything, just that they were friends that were gay.

When we pulled his hair Justin let out a snort inhaling water up his nose so he shot to the surface gasping and laughing. "Ahhh water up the snose hurts"

Damon was hoping his little plan had worked, and Justin didn't feel bad anymore, but he couldn't tell. When Justin inhaled some water and shot to the surface he kicked after his, taking in a breath of air once he hit the surface, laughing. "Whoops, sorry, didn't mean to make that happen" he said appologetically, but still laughing. He had to find it amusing, but he knew what it felt like to inhale water, having done it many times before.

Laughng at himself Justin shook his head. "No its fine" He laughed. "Well am glad you like this spot. I used to come here alone, my family doesnt even know where this place is, well other then my eldest brother, just in case I ever go missing, ya know? but other then that you are the onyl person that I have ever brought here" He smiled nervously and shook his head spraying water everwhere.

Damon smiled and nodded when Justin said it was fine. "Yeah, I know what you mean. It's great here. I feel honored that I'm one of the only ones who knows this is here" he said, laughing. He flinched slightly as water was flicked at his face from Justin's hair. It looked different wet, like most hair did, a darker colour and stuck to places on his face and neck. He found himself looking at it for a moment before he averted his eyes, laughing slightly. "How'd you find this place anyways?" he asked, looking around, trying to pass off the fact that he had been staring.

Justin did notice Damon staring but didnt think twice about it he must look a fright right now his hair everywhere his body was muscular but not enough for him to be pleased with his body. But at his question he snapped back to attention "I just found it one day walking around. I find lots of places like that"

Damon was hoping he wouldn't get caught staring, but he had a feeling he had. It was kind of obvious anyways. "That's cool. I used to find all these places I thought were my very own, but then it would turn out it was some kind of public place, and I felt like an idiot. But this is pretty awesome" he said, laughing. He swam a circle around Justin, just for something to do, before he stopped in front of him again. He didn't notice that he was a bit closer to his new friend this time. He pushed his bangs away from his eyes, finding it weird that they stuck there because of the water.

"Well feel free to come here if you need it, just if you could keep it hush hush it would be best, I would like to keep it secret as must as I could ya know?" He asked "I just really want a special spot to be alone, but you of course are welcome any time" He added quickly so he wouldnt feel akward. Justin watched him swim around and chuckled. Then when he stoped and he was closer. Justin swallowed trying to resist the urge to reach out and touch him. It wouldnt be proper of course they had just met but it was so hard to resist. He smiled at his hair stuck to his eyes, he really did have beautiful eyes, but agan it wasnt right that he was having these thoughts, why did he have them? It angered him but she wasnt even sure why that was.

Damon laughed and nodded. "Yeah, I know what you mean. I wouldn't want people to be swarming this place or anything. It's nice to have a place that's just yours" he said, smiling. "Thanks. I will, if I don't get lost on my way here" he joked. He ran his hand through his hair, which spiked back funny, the water acting sort of like gel. He could tell it was, because of the way it felt on his head, so he laughed, resisting the urge to do the same to Justin's hair. He would love to run his fingers through it, but it would be such a bad move on his part, he was sure.

Justin was grateful that Damon seeemed to understand about him wanting to keep this place private as he could. Justin smiled "Well you could alway just tell me and I could lead the way, after a few tmes your legs will lead you here." He grinned. As he ran a hand through his hair Justin chuckled "Trying for a new style fad?" He laughed again and winked at him.

It was odd it seemed that he had just met but it seemed like it had been so much longer he woundered if Damon felt the same way.

Damon grinned and nodded. He would love to spend more time with Justin. Get to know him more, and hopefully more, but he wouldn't push it. He didn't want to ruin his chances. He laughed when Justin commented on his hair, his face flushing at the wink. "Oh yeah, I'm all about the trend setting" he joked, striking a pose as best he could in te water which caused him to sink a bit, wetting his hair which plastered back to his face. He loved the way he could be open with Justin, and just be himself. He too felt like he had known Justin forever, but he wasn't going to admit that, quite yet.

Luckily Damon didnt see Justin as creepy when he offered more time. It seemed that the both of them wanted to spend more time together and get to know each other more, Oddly Justin could see himself with Damon but they had just met and Justin was nevous he didnt want to blow a good friendship. So he simply sighed and chuckled as he made his coment about his harir. When he stroke the pose Justin couldnt help but laugh out loud "Well guess its time to redo your hair" Then with out thinking Justin reached out and respiked it before recoiling his hand blushng a deep red "Ohh Man I...." He swallowed "Well ummm yea" He didnt know what to say and only hoped damon wouldnt be offeneded /

Damon was having more fun than he'd had in a long time. He was having a blast swimming with his new friend in the bright sunlight, surrounded by the forest. He wanted to get closer to Justin, but he withstood the urge, knowing it was wrong. They hadn't even known each other for 24 hours! He laughed when Justin said he needed to redo his hair, and then spiked it up for him. He grinned, liking the way the blush spread across his face, but he pushed those thoughts to the back of his mind. He looked at his reflection in the water, laughing again and ignoring what Justin had said. "Wow, you should be a hairdresser! It's amazing!" he said, tossing his head as if to show off his hair, but not enough to ruin the spikes again.

Greatful that Damon didnt seem to mind that he touched him. And Justin relaxed again, she he didnt blow a sure friendship. He swalloed hard again but then laughed when he made his comment about being a stylist. "Ohh that is such a cliche a gay hairdresser" He held his hand out in a typical tv protayal of gay men. "Ohh darling you look marvoulous, just simply marvouslous" He then chucked and shook his head "And how is mine"

Damon snickered into the water at the gay cliche, biting his tongue to keep from bursting into laughter. "Ooooh, it's simply glorious!" he replied. "Here, let me fix one thing" he reached his hand up and fixed some of the hair at the side that were still a bit stuck down before withdrawing his hand. He didn't exactly want to freak him out, but he was probably freaking himself out more than Justin. He wasn't used to being close to people at all, let alone touching somebody. He was honestly more comfortable having Justin fix his hair than vice versa, though he wasn't sure why.

Justin was grateful that Damon had come into his life even if it was just a friend, to start he hoped. Someone that Justin could be his true self with, no masks here or pretending or hidding, Justin felt more at ease with him. When he reache out and fixed his hair Justin laughed "I like it" He said through a laugh and posed again. "So what do you think" He winked and laughed then sighed. "It feels good to laugh" He said smiling. "Summer vacation seems to be more relaxing hey?"

Damon laughed, lacing his fingers behind his head and looking up at the sky while he treaded water. "Oh, it's amazing" he said, grinning at the wink and laughing again. "Yeah. It's great to have somebody to sit and laugh with like this" he said, nodding. "Summer's awesome. I love just staying out late, and then relaxing all day. It's such great weather, and we get to go swimming more" he said with a grin. He didn't add on the part about him meeting Justin, since he was only out that late at night since it was nice out and there was no more school, but he was sure it was implied.

Laying on his back but most of hips stll under the water Justin lazed around the water. "Yes late nights, no homework, no real curview" He chucked again the dove under the water and swam to the middle of the lake then did a buterfly kick to Damion and grinned when he reached him. "Well are you hungry again or are you okay?" He asked shrugging either way was fine with him he just wanted to see what Damion wanted, he had no idea how long they had been swimming, part of him felt as if it had been no time and other part said it had been a while. The sun had moved that was for sure.

Damon grinned and nodded in agreement. "Oh yeah. It's deffinitly about a million times better than the school year" he agreed. He treaded water as Justin swam away, and then back to him. He was really good at swimming, which was expected since he was going to Nationals. "Hm? Oh I'm fine. Are you?" he asked, tilting his head to the side. His hair fell in his face a bit when he did that, but he didn't mind. His bangs covered one of his eyes normally anyways, so it didn't bother him.

After his little swim Justin waited for Damon to answer about the food. Justin was always hungry it seems, but as a swimmer he needed to have a hgher caloric intake then the normal teenager. Most in the sports area of life did require more. Justin chuckled "I am always hungry but that is just life" He laughed again at the sight of Damons hair "Well I see my hair style lasted so long" He winked then dove under the water under Damon and popped on the other side.

Damon laughed, not exactly surprised. He knew athletes needed more food than normal people. He normally carbed up before and after soccor games, but other than that he consumed about as much as his age should. "Oh yeah. Quality should last longer than it does" he said, shaking his head and spiking the spikes up a bit more. He looked down as Justin dove under, hearing him emmerge on his other side. He spun around, a bit slower than he would have normally because of the water, which made the spikes fly up even more than they were.

He helped her to her feet and then looked into her eyes. "One you will not try to escape, or run away. Two, you are going to help me create my army of were creatures. That will be taking blood and some other things from you now and then to create them. The thrid thing, well that is something I think you already know." he looked down at her lovely body. "And lastly, I know you do not like Max, but I need him. Though I think he would not mind trying to tear you apart as you would not mind doing it to him, I can arrange it for you two to fight each other, but I don't want him dead. As I said I need him."

As the spikes flew up Justin laughed "Ahhh much better" Justn laughed again "Yah I guess I eat a lot but always hungry and I never gain so I say why not? As long as if its junk I work it off. Which I norally do swimming everyday. He noticedthey were realy close again but ths time didnt swim away he wanted to see what he would do ,

Damon laughed, nodding. "Yeah, I know what you mean. If you're going to work it off, why not eat alot" he said, shrugging and laughing. There were also alot of people out there who ate so much, and then did nothing, but their metabolism allowed them to do so without gaining weight. He wished he were that lucky, but he enjoyed excercize anyways. He noticed that they were close again as well, but didn't let it get to him. "As long as you don't get fat, it's alright" he teased, poking Justin in the stomach gently, grinning.