Lonley and heartbroken (Open Yaoi)

Damon could tell that Justin was on the verge of tears, and it hurt him to think that he was the cause of this. He had only had one boyfriend before, and the farthest they had gotten was kissing. And he had never remembered liking him this much. If fact, he was pretty sure it was nowhere near this. He wanted Justin so badly it hurt his chest.

When he felt strong arms around him his own automatically closed around Justin's back, his heart soaring to know that he wasn't being rejected. He seemed to be accepted with open arms. His own face was red when he pulled away. The blush darkened at what Justin said. He couldn't believe he had done something as drastic as he just had. He could have blown everything, but since Justin had kissed him first he was hoping that there was a chance he felt the same way. "Honestly so have I" he responded, kissing the forehead that was so close to his lips. "I. . . I think. . . I've fallen for you" he mumbled out, his face brighter than he ever thought it could go. He needed to get that out there. After what they had just done, he really needed to.

Holding Damion close as they kissed he felt his life had just gotten 100000 times better. He had not been rejected and Damion felt the same way. As he felt the lips on his forhead Justin closed his eyes and sighed. Opening when he heard Damions confession Justin could barely belive his ears. He then lifted his face and softly kissed his lips "I have completly fallen for you" He confessed.

He then lowered his head and looked at his hands. "But I dont know what I am doing" He admitted. "I..." he shook his head. "I dont want to come on too heavy and fast since you are the first boy I have kissed" He laughed nervously "Man I sound like some freshmen little girl"

Damon had looked away at his confession, having no idea how Justin would respond to that. He looked back up when the man he had fallen for kissed him again. He blushed again, burying his face in Justin's shoulder. "You have no idea how happy I am right now" he mumbled against his skin. He realized now that they were both still shirtless from swimming.

He pulled back a bit when Justin started talking again. He laughed slightly, shaking his head. "I don't really know what I'm doing either. I was only with one person, and he tried to get me in his pants. . . and this was a few years ago. . . scared the hell out of me" he said, shaking his head. He grinned slightly at the comment. "Yeah well I'm sure you're less of a school girl than I am. . . I just don't voice my mind very often. . . it tends to be embarassing. . . plus I look more like a freshmen girl than you do" he laughed, sweeping his emo-styled bangs out of his face.

Justin slowly threading his fingers threw Damions and looked in his eyes "I was so frightened that you would reject me, saying that I wasnt your type, I am not sure what I would do if you had done that but you didnt" He broke into a big smile. And held him close again likeing the feeling of the bare skin against his own.

Justin bought a hand to the face of the other man and shook his head smiling "Please never be afarid to speak your mind with me" He moved his hand down the males arms then sides then took his hand back to the fire "Well now that we are in agreement that we both like each other" He paused and chucked "I mean like like" he winked "Now what?"

Damon smiled when fingers entwined with his own. "If there's anything you are, it's my type" he said, blushing at his own words. He smiled as he was held by Justin, sighing in contentment. He couldn't believe how much had changed in five minutes. It was a miracle, that they were this way now. He really felt like dancing at the moment.

Ha laughed and nodded. "Alright. I'll try" he said, smiling. Damon shivered at the hand down his arms and sides, following back to the fire when hsi hand was taken. "Umm. . . now. . . do you wanna. . . um. . . go out with me?" he asked, stumbling over his words awkwardly while he tried to get it out. He had never asked someone out before. Ever. He looked up to meet Justin's eyes to get the answer.

Justin had blushed as he was informed that he was the others type and the blush still remainded when they made it back to the fire. He swallowed hard seeing the other boy struggling. Then got a big smile on his face and nearly leaped into the others arms "Ohh yes I will" He kissed his lips softly.

He grinned "Hmmm a interesting pair we make" He laughed "Both suppose to be jocks and get all the girls when all we want is each other"

Damon's face split into a grin at the answer, kissing him back and hugging him. This day was definitely turning out better than he planned. He had a boyfriend! It seemed like a small miracle right about now. He wasn't going to be alone anymore. "I'm glad" he said, smiling brightly.

Damon laughed at what Justin brought up. "Yeah, well, there's gotta be some people in the world who defy the rules, even if they are unwritten rules" he said, grinning. "And I personally am completely fine with the current arrangements in this" he blushed slightly, smiling.

Grinning Justin returned the kiss. "Yeah people are stupid" He nuzzled the other guys neck as he softly rubbed his sides. "How did a dweeb like me end up metting a hunk like you?" He murmered softly into his ear being gently sucking on his ear lobe. He was grinning and sighing he was so happy now.

He gently kissed his lips again before staring into the guys eyes.

Damon hummed softly in agreement to the statement. People really were stupid. But there were no people around now to judge them. "I think you've got it a bit backwards there. I'm the dweeb here" he said, laughing slightly. He had just been thinking about that. If anything, he didn't think he deserved someone like Justin, who was just so perfect in every way.

He shivered at the hands rubbing his sides, and Justin sucking on his ear lobe with that perfect mouth. He couldn't help but let out a soft moan, blushing at the sound. He kissed Justin back, unable to keep himself from staring either. He couldn't help but think of how much of a sentimental moment it was.

Shaking his head Justin took the other males hand in his gently then stroke his cheek with his thumbs After he was done gently sucking on the ear lobe. He stared into the other mans eyes and spoke softly"You are not a dweeb you are prefect" He soflty took the make in his arms and held him. "I dont want you to ever think that okay?" He hugged the male and sighed. "Now my spot is even more prefect.

He grinned "Now do you want to go swimming again or do you want to go lay down on the blanket and wait for the show which is still a couple hours away" He said looking at his watch "Or stay here by the fire" He waited for his partners ideas, Justin thought it would be nice to get cold then need each other to get warm again by the fire with some smores and cuddles/

Damon smiled slightly. His face was still painted red from the blush. He had never had somebody treat him like this. His only boyfriend had treated him more like property, which was why he left. "I'm nowhere near perfect" he said, shaking his head. "But I'll try" he said, sighing in contentment as he was held close. He cuddled up a bit closer to Justin, relaxing his muscles.

Damon concidered the options he was given for a moment, chewing on his bottom lip. "Umm. . . swimming again sounds good" he said, having the same thing in mind as Justin did for that. "And then we can be out and dry in time for the meteor shower" he pulled away a bit, kissing Justin once more before standing up and stretching.

Standing with Damion Justin stretched too kissed the mans lips again. Then grinned "See you in" He then chuckled ran up to the rope grabbed it and raced leaped into the water. It seemed his life was going good now even the water felt fresher somehow. He surfaced and waited for his new boyfriend to surface. He now wanted to camp all weekend and more but they would have to check in but first he wanted to see what Damion wanted, it seemed like he hadbeen treated badly before so he wanted to change that and treat him right now.

Damon smiled and nodded, waiting until Justin was in the water before he copied his actions, swinging into the water from the rope. He loved the feel of the refreshing water washing over his body as he hit the water. the world seemed so much brighter, in such a short period of time. He shook his head once he resurfaced, causing his red hair to fling across his face and stick there, in a sweeping pattern. He laughed and swam over to Justin, his blue eyes dancing.

Watching as his new confrimed boyfriend leaped off Justin instinctfuly turned to miss the splash but seeing his friend surface and then swim to him. His his seemed to be even bluer now he reached out and ruffled his red hair smiling. "Hmmmm its so prefect here, it was missing one thing I never could figure it out" He leaned forhead and kissed the mans lips softly almost teasily "Now I know what it was missing" He whispered his lips so close to Damions "You"

Damon squinted as Justin ruffled his hair to avoid the water from his hair getting in his eyes. He tilted his head to the side at the mention of something missing, and blushed when Justin continued. "Thanks. That's really sweet" he said softly, smiling and kissing him, wrapping his arms around the other male's neck. This whole night was going perfectly.

Sighing Justin smiled "And thank you" He returned the kiss wrapping his arms around his neck too and gently bite the other mans lips then nuzzled his neck "I am so glad you walked into my life but I am scared, I never had a realtionship and I know I said this before" He paused ashamed of the words coming out of his mouth "I just dont want to lose you after finally finding you" So if I am rushing or doing something bad tell me please" He whispered.

Damon couldn't help but laugh, too happy to do anything else. "There's no way you're going to lose me now. I'm not going anywhere any time soon" he said, burying his face in Justin's chest, unable to help his cheeks from heating up at that. He had wated to touch his chest ever since he had seen it that first night they met, and now he had his face on it. "I don't think you could do either of those two things right now" he mumbled into his skin, a bit embarassed to be saying it, but it was true.

His heart was doing flipflops he was so happy. "And you are never going lose me" He held Damion close to his chest loving the feeling of having this perfect man so close to him. Ever since the first day he had wanted this man to touch his chest, maybe that was why he had allowed his chest to be flayed open. But now they where so close and life was prefect. He ruffled the mans hair and then ran a hand down the males back. "How is that?"

((sorry ive been a it slow on this recently. exams were this week, so i was a bit busy, but its all done now))

Damon sighed contently at his words, loving the way that sounded. Their skin pressed together like that was heaven, the contact making him crave for more, but he settled with his face in Justin's chest, resting against him with his arms around his neck. He couldn't help the slight shiver at the hand down his back, after making his wet hair stick up slightly from ruffling it. "Good" he almost whispered, playing with the ends of Justin's hair.

Holding him tightly Justin risked a move and moved his hands to the other males hips and softly kissed the side of Damions head as he laid his chest. Justin softly rubbed the mans hips and whispered softly into the mans ears "Whats on your mind?" He wanted to know what his boyfriend was thinking and feeling and everything about him.

Damon was a bit surprised but pleased when Justin's hands moved to his hips. He made a noise of apreciativeness alost like a moan when he started to rub them. "I'm happy. And, I'm thinking that that feels very good. And I'm happy to be close to you finally. . . and your chest is really comfortable" he added the last part somewhat reluctantly, since it was a bit embarassing to be admitting something like that.

Justin almost moved his hands away thinking that he had been moving too fast but when Damon made his comment Justin instead smiled and kissed the top of his head. "Ohh good I thought I was making you nervous" He closed his eyes "I dont ever want to hurt you like your last boyfriend" Softly Justin brought a finger to the males chin and brought it up and kissed him sofly on the lips "I want to treat you like you deserve to be treated like a God"

He chuckled with the chest comment. "Hmmm is it now" He laughed. "Well do oyu want to swim some more, so we can get really cold before we warm up by the fire, or do oyu want to go there now" He paused there was one more option, skinning dipping but he was certain that this male wouldnt go for it. So he didnt even bring it up. And instead waited about the other two optiontions that he had brought up.

"Mm, nope" Damon shook his head before putting it back on Justin's chest. He looked up at him shyly when his new boyfriend said he didn't want to hurt him, and kissed him back. Justin was really sweet, whether he knew it or not. "You think I deserve to be treated that well?" he asked a bit curiously, but definitely flattered. It made his heart flutter to know that Justin felt that way.

He laughed slightly and nodded a bit sheepishly. "Hmm, well we could swim for a bit more. It's starting to get dark too so it'll be nice" he suggested, shrugging. Skinny dipping flashed through his mind as well but he just blushed and pushed it away. To cover up for his blush he grinned and pulled away from Justin, backing up a little bit. "Bet you can't catch me!" he exclaimed, turning and diving under water, swimming away as fast as he could, the challenge waiting to be taken up on.

This was all new for him, he didnt know if how he was acting was proper, but he trusted Damion to tell him if he was actng strangly or in a way that upset him. But it seemed that Damion was understanding that this was his first boyfriend. Everything felt right now. He held him close. He could remain lke this all night just enjoying the closness.

Then Damon swam away and Justin raised an eyebrow and chuckled then swam deep under the water and chased after hm. Then pulled his leg under the water. Then came up for air then dove under again and swam away seeing what he was going to do.

Damon wasn't surprised that Justin caught up so easily. He was going to the Nationals for swimming after all. He hadn't expected to get very far anyways. He surfced as well, long enough to take a breath and see what direction Justin was headed in before diving after him, not sure if he could catch up or not. He swam after Justin as fast as he could, catching up as best he could before pouncing on him, wrapping arms around his waist and holding on, using one hand to tickle Justin's sides lightly.