Lonley and heartbroken (Open Yaoi)

Damon knew they couldn't possibly be going that far tonight, but he couldn't help but wonder what they were both going to do about their little problems. The growl Justin let out caused a slight shiver to run up his body, and he tangled the fingers of one hand into his hair, the other running down his chest. The feeling of the muscles under his hand was interesting, feeling the definitions in them as he kissed his boyfriend, his tongue asking for permission into the other male's mouth.

Justin felt the shiver and that did not help his situation. He was fully in love with this man and wanted him to know it but how to do that in a way that did not scare him away. He wondered if he was feeling the same that he was fighting with desires and needs.

Feeling the kiss Justin opened his mouth to allow Damions tongue into his mouth. His arms went on his lovers back and gently stracted his back wanting to hear Damion's sweet moan. "Mmmm I love you" He whispered into a kiss.

Damon was struggling with what he wanted, what he needed, and what his brain said. He wanted to show Justin how much he loved him, but he knew that they had only been dating for a few hours, and there was no way they could be doing something so soon, as much as his body told him he wanted to. He was tempted to listen to his body over his mind, but he had no idea about how Justin felt about this whole thing, other than his erection. But that could just be his hormones speaking.

He allowed his tongue to slip into the other's mouth when his lips were parted, and he explored the warm moist cavern slightly hesitantly. "I love you too" he whispered back, perfectly sure that he meant that. He let out a soft moan right after at the feeling of the boyfriend's hands on his back.

Everything was going as well as Justin could imagine. He was with the man of his dreams. They had been dating know for a coupe weeks but was it still too early to do anything? He continued to passiontially kiss Damion grinning as he said those 3 words that he had never heard before.

Justin softly rubbed the mans hips. "You are prefect"

Damon leaned into Justin lightly, tugging at his hair gently. "I'm far from perfect" he disagreed against his lips, continuing their kiss. The ache between his legs wanted those strong hands a bit lower than his hips, but he said nothing, just shifting his hips slightly in discomfort, managing to brush his arousal against Justin's accidentally. He let out a quiet whimper at the friction, not knowing what he was doing. This was uncharted territory for both of them, he knew.

Feeling Damion pull on is hair Justin Growled out. He grinned when Damion disagreeed "Well how about this?" He kissed him lightly "You are prefect for me?" He then deepened the kiss, he felt the friction though and that caused a quick in take of breath and he arched back.

"Ohhh Damion" He breathed then blushed and lowered his eyes as if he was scared that Damion would be upset with him. This was feeling so good. He wanted more. He was aching to be touched the junction between his legs was no longer semi hard the slight friction from the other man caused it to go full staff.

Slowly he moved his hads to the other mans ass but giving lots of time for Damion to show displeausre/

Damon smiled slightly when Justin came up with a different statement. "Okay, that one works" he replied, that simple sentence making him feel incredibly happy. He kissed him back, letting out a slight noise when Justin arched, adding to the feeling of the friction just because he had liked it, which was obvious by his actions. He moaned when his boyfriend said his name, that followed by a blush and the other man looking away. He was in no way displeased by anything Justin was doing. He could feel how hard the other man was, underneath his own aching arousal. He rolled his hips slightly again, biting his tongue as he felt Justin's hands on his ass. He tugged at his hair again lightly, moving his lips down to his neck, kissing and nipping lightly at the skin there.

The fact that Damion agreed with him made him smile. "Glad you agree" Damion had awakened something in him he had never felt so alive. Damion heard the noise and smiled. Maybe this male was feeling the same way that Justin was. That caused him to not feel so embarassed about his moans and as Damion rolled his hips Justin gasped and looked in his eyes. "Mmmm" He then moaned as he felt the man kiss his neck, he moved his head so he would have more room to do what he wanted he would let him do what he wanted and go along with it.

Damon smiled slightly against Justin's neck when he moved his head, allowing more room. He raked his teeth against the sensitive skin lightly, biting down carefully. He only knew what he was doing from his ex boyfriend, who had done it a few times, but that was as far as they had gone. He sucked on the skin lightly, knowing it would leave a mark, so he kept it a bit low, near the junction of his neck and shoulder.

Feeling his boyfriends teeth and lips on his neck Justin growled out and placed his hands on the other mans hips softly rocking them so their erections rubbed aganst eachothers. He swallowed hard. "Ohh Damion"He arched hisback hard and let out a low growl and rubbed the other mans hips wondering what that would cause the other man to do.

"I am new to this, but I do love you just let me know if I am going to fast" He whispered softy then slowly put his hands under his pants and reste his hands on Damons bare hips.

Damon groaned when he felt Justin's hands on his hips, and his boyfriend rocked them, causing the friction that sent shivers down his spine. He groaned against the other man's neck, arching into him. "I'm new too, it's fine" he replied in an equally quiet voice. He moved his lips up to nip at the corner of his jawline, scratching lightly at Justin's back. He shivered slightly at the feeling of the other man's hands under his pants, rolling his hips again, almost desprate for the friction between them.

Encouraged by his boyfriends groans Justin smiled. Maybe Damion was thinking alon the same lines as him. Maybe he craved his all like he did. Maybe just maybe. He sighed when he heard his words. "I do love you, I dont want to hurt you" He whispered but his need was growing he wanted to feel him more to feel his skin.

Justin groaned when he felt his fingers stracting his back. Then slowly he slipped Damions shorts down then looked into his eyes watching to see if he was okay with it. Then he took his member into his hand and softly touched it again slowly to see his reaction he didnt want to rush him.

Damon bit his lip, resting his forehead against Justin's shoulder for a moment. "I love you too, but I don't think I'd care very much if you hurt me at this point" he said quietly. If they did end up going all the way, he knew it was going to hurt, but it couldn't be that bad if so many people did it. He lifted his head up again, biting his lip again as Justin slipped his shorts down, letting out a light gasp as the cool air hit his member, and another louder gasp as he felt his boyfriend's hand touching it. He arched slightly into the hand, his head falling back. His face was bright red by now, and all he wanted was more. More of Justin, more of everything.

Hearing his boyfriend gasp made Justin smile even more. He wasnt certain what he was doing but he moved his hand up and down his boyfriend member and down to his bal sac massaging them while grinning and softly sucking on his boyfiends ear. "How is this babe" He moaned softly into the mans ear. He hoped he was doing good, they could take it slow they could do things without intercorse hands and mouths both would work good.

He wondered if his boyfriend could last.

Damon bit his lip, arching into Justin's hand and giving a long low moan. "So good. . ." he murmured, rocking his hips. He moved his hand to his boyfriend's shorts, rubbing his erection through the material. He was panting already, but he could barely believe what they were doing. The perfect night. Swimming, a meteor shower, and now this. And he got to spend the whole time with just he and Justin. He slipped his fingers inside the other male's shorts now, hesitantly taking his length in his hand and starting to pump it, not wanting to recieve all this attention and give nothing back.

This night was turning out to be better then he thought. And maybe just maybe they could stay for more then just tonight he had brought enough food to last for a couple days and he had his cell phone in case something went wrong. But would Damon be up for that? Time would tell.

He continued to give his prefect boyfriend a handjob while his own errection grew. As he felt Damon hand move down to his shorts Justin couldnt help but growl and when Damon slipped his hands under his shorts and Justin felt Damons hands on his hard length Justin moaned out.

"Oh babe that feels" He gruntd "Oh god" His eyes rolled in the back of his head.

Damon bit his lip, trying to muffle his moans as his boyfriend worked him over, the feeling like nothing he had experienced before. He continued his stroking of Justin's erection, smiling when he heard his words. "Mmnn. Justin. . . " he moaned out, pressing their lips together and rocking his hips into the other male's hand. He wanted more, but he didn't know how to ask. His face was flushed, almost the colour of his bright red hair, eyes closed.

Justin was no longer able to handle it. He turned to Damion and took his junction into his mouth. He wanted to please his boyfriend but he hoped he wasnt moving so fast. He had heard of males rubbing each other juctions with their own, but he wasnt sure how that would work. The video on the net look like normal sex between a woman and a man, same postions but it seemed a little to foward for Damion.

After a few sucks he looked up at is lover. "Baby tell me what do you want"

((ahhhh Im so sorry i havnt replied to this >.<))

Damon gasped slightly at the feeling of Justin's mouth closing over his member. His hand reached down and ran through his boyfriend's hair. He let out a moan, biting his lip lightly. He looked down at the other male, finding it a rather errotic sight. "Mmm, more!" he gasped in answer to Justin's question. That was the only thing he could think of saying. The feeling of Justin's mouth around him was amazing.

Justin found himself moaning causing the vibrations to go further down the shaft of his lovers as he felt the fingers through his hair. He wanted to please his lover but he was new to this all and he wasnt sure how this all worked.

He looked up and Damion then climbed up on to him and softly rocked his hips softly as he kissed Damion softly pushing his tongue through his mouth and dancing with their tongues. He wanted to taste Damion and love on him.

Damon groaned as the vibrations moved through his cock, and his head fell back. He couldn't believe how lucky he was. This beautiful man was his, and doing these things to his body. He moved his head back up when Justin moved back up to him, pressing their lips together. He groaned into the other man's mouth, pressing against his boyfriend, grinding his hips up into Justin's. He ran his hands down the man's chest, using his nails lightly, not wanting to hurt him.

The more Damon groaned the more Justin wanted to please him. He loved to hear the noises that his lover was making and somehow being outside just made all that better. He had been searching for him so long and now he had found a man that was prefect in every way.

As he felt Damon grind his hips together he growled deep in his throat he returned the motion. He shuddered as Damion lightly ran his nails down. "Ohh I like that" He whsipered. "You are so prefect Damion"

Damon gave a breathy moan when Justin ground back onto him, pressing their lips together after a moment before pulling away. He grinned slightly when his boyfriend said he liked it, repeating the action, adding a bit more force to his nails, but still not too hard. "Oh god, I love you" he breathed, kissing the other male deeply. He ground against him once again, whimpering slightly. "I want you so bad" he murmured against Justin's lips, blushing fiercely.

Justin loved the sounds of his lovers moans he was losing controle. He needed Damon, more then the air he was breathing he felt the need to devour this man. He licked his lips as he smiled and then when he ran his nails down his back agan he arched his back and growled out.

"Damon I am going to lose controle my love" He nuzzled his neck and bite gently into the flesh. When he heard Damons words he sighed. "I have some...well you know" He was slightly embarrased he was taking a big risk here if that is not how Damon wanted him, it would be diasterous to their realtionship.